Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Do You Ever?

Do you ever just want to sit down and cry until all the tears are gone?

Do you ever feel like you are working, trying, pushing, reaching, striving so hard until you look behind you and realize that for every hurdle you've cleared, there are two more ahead of you, each one higher than the next?

Do you ever just hate yourself for making stupid mistakes?

I'm feeling a little sad today, friends. The work load is getting heavier, the pile of bills is getting higher, and there is no light at the end of the tunnel. I've got a long hard journey ahead of me and it's getting me a little down.

I'll be back to myself in a couple days. I hope.

12 comments:

Brent Ozar said...

As a very wise philosopher once said, "Mo money, mo problems."

Haley said...

I FEEL YOU SO MUCH right now! Things will get better girly, just keep your chin up!

In a few years we will be so grateful for all this hard work we're putting in now! :-)

Smiles and hugs your way!

Erin said...

I do, I do. I hope you find your way back to yourself, and remember, it's okay to cry as much as you need.

Awesome Mom said...

I am feeling like that right now.

Mango Tango said...

Me too sister!

"The sun will continue to rise, whether I fail at geometry or not"
~Anne Shirley

"Plum puffs can't minister to a mind diseased...in a world, that's crumbling to pieces!" (Says she with a dramatic hand gesture as she collapses onto her bed in mournful resignation)

I love you.

Anne/kq said...

((((hugs)))) I hope you feel better soon. I have periods when I KNOW I should be happy but I'm just... not. I worry instead. I've been there, it sucks, you get through it. Vent to us any time!

Adventures In Babywearing said...

I am sorry you felt this way and must say that I was having the SAME thoughts this week. I needed a good cry. I hope all is better by now!

Steph

Robin said...

I do know... and I don't always know why. But one thing for certain, there is always a great day around the corner. FYI You're always in my prayers! Love you :)

Heather said...

I feel ya sister.

Jessica said...

I feel like you took the words right out of my mind today. I'm in the same boat. I hate it.

kelli said...

So sorry, and hope you'll be feeling better soon!

Susan said...

I don't know how I missed this post! Yes, I know exactly how you feel...and maybe that's why I missed this post...cause I've been there recently. I'm praying for you dear friend!

I lost your address, but I so want to send you this book. Email me again so I can get it out to you.

Hugs,

Susan